Friday, January 19, 2007

a weak week...

What an awful pun or something...

Bobby was not entirely well when I did visit. I wrote them a note and it took them a few more days to realize it and he had to go through some rough stuff but seems to be on the mend again.

I completed cycle two of chemo. I wake up feeling as if everything should be ok and within minutes or seconds even I realize I'm not . I still have not hit bottom but Steven is taking pretty good care of me so I am clean and well hydrated and well nourished but very weak. My back is bothering me - too much bedrest.

My problematic (read nonpaying) tenant is gone. We are pouring cash into the apt. to get it ready to be rented again. Fingers crossed.

I have started to write invitations to my Spring Equinox/5th Wedding Anniversary party. I am planning for flowers and cake and dinner. I need this party.

The roof is tarped, with plans for repair as soon as the weather rewarms. Living room unlivable covered in smelly plastic. I spend most of my time in bed with little excursions in here and in the kitchen.

I was surprised to see a little snow this morning which has all but disappeared by now.

Your kind words fill me with great energy, enough to post this mundane little entry,
wish I has something funny to say.

Oh, I do have a little ziploc baggie of hair on its way to risingslowly in japan to go to some temple or something, Steven had fill out a whole customs form at the post office.

I would just like to feel like me again.

56 Comments:

Blogger caramaena said...

Can you imagine the customs officer checking the form - 'hair'? hehe

Glad you've given us an update. Hope you're feeling stronger again soon. Hope Bobby gets well again soon too.

6:09 PM  
Blogger jin said...

GLAD to hear from you!

I'm looking forward to hearing about your Spring Equinox/5th Wedding Anniversary party!
You will tell us all about it, won't you?!

Always sending you healing vibes fairsCaPe!
:-)

6:19 PM  
Blogger Overboard said...

Awwww, bless. I have the perfect spot for your tresses.
So good to 'see' you. Want to hear something quite awesome. Last night I went to bed thinking about why we all arrive on this planet and I had this sudden vision of us all being angels sent here with a mission to help somebody. It seemed to make sense. Then this morning a dear friend sent me an e-mail about how friends are angels. Cor blimey, was quite the coincidence, don't you think! Especially as I'm not one for thinking about angels before I sleep; more likely I'm chanting 'Owen Wilson kiss me, kiss me' before hitting the sack.

Do hope that you are warm and comfortable and that today brings you love and smiles from all those around you.
Thanks to Stephen for nipping to the Post Office when I realise that you guys are otherwise occupied.

Maria
:)

7:04 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Exporting hair to Japan? Now we have a hair trading deficit with Japan!!

The wedding anniversary party should be a hoot!! Jin could bake the cake and I could call the square dance - what, no square dancing? What kind of party is that??

1:33 AM  
Blogger Fuff said...

Sending you love and positive, strengthening thoughts. Stay positive F xxx

12:58 PM  
Blogger Oh great One said...

It's always nice to hear from you even if you think it's mundane. Take care.

5:01 PM  
Blogger Pat said...

We will indeed celebrate Fairscape! Yes indeed. Oh, and keeping fingers crossed that 'hair' will be nothing more than an eyebrow raiser, a mere (and very fleeting) moment of curiosity!

1:42 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Hope you are having a good day!! I am glad you husband is taking such good care of you, good on him!!

9:42 AM  
Blogger Overboard said...

Hello...just popping in with a cup of tea for you.
And a choccie biccie.

:)
Maria

1:07 PM  
Blogger Fuff said...

I owe you some Thornton's chocs for the bear naming. If you could email me your addy I shall send.
Hope you're ok F. Think about you ever so much x

8:57 PM  
Blogger Lucy Stern said...

I can't believe you are having all those problems with your roof...I would swallow your pride and call your ex and ask if he could come take a look at it....Keep it covered with that plastic and get some buckets.....

I have a website that you might want to look at that might help with your cancer....please take a look at: www.essiac-tea-herbal-remedies.com

9:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry it's taken me a while to post I've had hospital dramas of my own.

Hope all is going well with the chemo, I'm still sending the cancer-busting vibes.

I understand completely your feelings of relief at getting rid of bad tenants, ours are going next week yay!

I'll be at your party in spirit, do tell us more about how the preparations are going.

12:48 PM  
Blogger Fuff said...

Been thinking of you a lot F. Hope you're ok. Miss you a lot and am still sending the vilest vibes to the assigned areas x

6:21 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Thinking of you...

8:51 PM  
Blogger caramaena said...

Checking in... hope you're feeling stronger.

9:15 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

FS, Hope you are doing all right. I miss you - please hang in there!!

7:22 PM  
Blogger jin said...

Hiya F!
Am also checking up on you!

I saw lucy's comment on the essiac tea...my naturopath also says wonderful things about it! In fact, I just bought my Mom some last week, she said it tastes really good!

Let us know how those party plans are coming!

12:47 AM  
Blogger Tiffanie said...

FairsCaPe,

Checking in on you. Thinking of you.

2:12 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

What's up with your bad self?? Just wanted to let you know I am here...

9:10 PM  
Blogger Fuff said...

Me again...hope you're alright F. I wanted to send you those chocs so if you want to email me with your address at axladi2@hotmail.com I'll send em on.
Thinking of you. Be strong.

5:37 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Please get well!

3:27 PM  
Blogger jin said...

Still sending you 'healing vibes'!!!
Miss you!

4:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

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10:03 AM  
Blogger Pat said...

You are constantly with me, and I with you, Fairscape. I know this 'cuz you are always in my thoughts. Do miss "seeing" you here tho...all in good time...

6:49 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

I was just thinking about you. Looking forward to some new poetry...

2:07 PM  
Blogger Dino said...

just wondering what up everyone is worried - hope things are okay

4:08 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

I posted a card for you on my Blog - take a look if you are up to it, the others have left some comments for you. Basically we all miss you and hope you are back with us soon!!

9:54 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So I think to myself, self I think Fairscape is taking a bit of a break because, well I don’t know why for sure but gosh, Fairscape, I haven’t seen your witty comments around the blog for awhile.

Ok. Well we miss you, you can tell by the comments piling up here...we are concerned about how your doing.... I think it’s time to add a bit of humor to lighten up the home care comments, a bad Midwestern joke is what the doctor ordered. So f have you heard of Sven and Ole? They are quite popular in my part of the upnorthcountry….especially this time of year when the lake is frozen.

Here goes….[Swedish Accent] Sven and Ole are sitting in the ice shack fishing and nothing much is biting and the conversation chances onto the topic of birth control. So Sven says to Ole, "What do you and Lena do for birth control?", And Ole says "Oh we use the condom and ice cube method". And Sven says "I've never heard of that Ole, how's it work?" and Ole says "Oh, vell, when I go to put the condom on, I put a couple of those little ice cubes in first." And Sven says "Yimminy Ole, isn't that awfully cold?" And Ole says "Yah sure it is Sven, but it really helps keep the swelling down."

Did it make you laugh a bit?…That’s all I was hoping for. Hang in there girl!

Midwestern Love, Hugs and Prayers for you and plenty extra to go around for Bobby and all your family ~

Lori

11:41 AM  
Blogger N said...

everything okay?

miss you.

changed my blogspot.

that's all, hope to hear from you soon.

12:03 PM  
Blogger Fuff said...

Wondering, hoping, praying you're ok. xxxx

4:53 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

http://phosgene4kids.blogspot.com/2007/02/virtual-card-for-fairscape.html

7:16 PM  
Blogger Overboard said...

Absolutely always thinking of you, Ms Paris Cafe.
xxxx

3:58 AM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Just thinking about you...

5:06 PM  
Blogger Cheshire Cat said...

FairsCaPe: Sorry to hear you're not in tip-top shape. Sending you my bestest and humongousest heartfelt wishes for a successful (and final) round of chemo. Much hogs and quiches to you and and your family. ~T&B, etc

11:06 AM  
Blogger jin said...

I'm REALLY missing you fairsCaPe!!!

Be strong!

Can't wait to 'hear' from you again!

<3 <3 <3

6:05 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

what Jin said x 2!!

6:58 PM  
Blogger Overboard said...

Afternoon,
Off templing tomorrow with your locks. They are all fired up to send you a huge wave of positive healthy vibes after being ding dinged over with my Tibetan bells for the past two weeks.Could you smell the incense?
:)

Miss you lots.

Maria
xxxx

10:58 PM  
Blogger R said...

Just dropping in to see how you are, F. Still directing energetic fury at those malignant bits.

Best,

Becca

5:28 AM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

I just hope you are ok...

4:23 PM  
Blogger Fuff said...

Right. Worried now x

4:04 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Any News? Anything I can do??

8:30 PM  
Blogger Edward said...

I keep checking back.

Has anyone heard anything?

11:34 PM  
Blogger caramaena said...

I keep checking back too eduardo - I haven't heard anything.

fairsCaPe - I hope you're doing ok. Miss you!

11:52 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

FS is MIA. I hope she is just too busy getting better to post..

8:10 AM  
Blogger Tasha said...

I hope everything is Ok. HUGS

1:36 PM  
Blogger jin said...

Any chance "Mr. fairsCaPe" is out there reading these comments?

We're all very concerned...please take good care of her & send her all our love!!!

4:25 AM  
Blogger Oh great One said...

Just checking in on you. I hope you are well.

10:55 AM  
Blogger Overboard said...

I buried the hair at a special shrine in Japan on the 13th. It's on a little island surrounded by the energising gush of three streams. The little island is on another little island which is surrounded on two sides by Kyoto's two main rivers that power down from the mountains in the north.
After digging a little hole under the leaves for FS's stresses I felt this tremendous buzz. No kidding.
A few minutes later I took a photo of myself near a big torii gate. All around are orbs.
Do hope this energy reaches you, Fairscape.

Maria
xx

12:59 PM  
Blogger Overboard said...

I buried the hair at a special shrine in Japan on the 13th. It's on a little island surrounded by the energising gush of three streams. The little island is on another little island which is surrounded on two sides by Kyoto's two main rivers that power down from the mountains in the north.
After digging a little hole under the leaves for FS's stresses I felt this tremendous buzz. No kidding.
A few minutes later I took a photo of myself near a big torii gate. All around are orbs.
Do hope this energy reaches you, Fairscape.

Maria
xx

12:59 PM  
Blogger Overboard said...

Arg! 'Tresses' not 'Stresses'.
Oops.
:)

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