Friday, July 21, 2006

holding

in every house
sorrow dwells
behind every door
in every house
there is a place
where sadness sleeps
in our house
my son's ventilator's
thrum and woosh
sets a rhythm
for a melancholy dance
into his room
out of his room
we bring liquid in
we take liquid out
clean linen in
soiled linen out
sterile dressings in
bags of garbage out
he breathes us in
we wait for him
to breathe us out
tubes go in
tubes come out
people come
people go
still
he has breathed us in
he will not breathe us out

in houses
everywhere
each day
people lie dying

we who live
inside them
also die
a little
every
day

16 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

sad :o(

11:35 AM  
Blogger Sicilian said...

What a great poem. . . such truth to it.
Ciao

4:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

In such a time of despair, see the love of others surrounding you, supporting you....

5:42 AM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Pretty overwhelming.

4:03 PM  
Blogger jin said...

:-(
*sigh*

Ever read Shirley Maclaine's 'The Camino'?
Makes everything 'click' for me.
Sort of: "there is more to each of us than meets the eye".
Because I HATE feeling like I'm constanly running in circles, never getting ANYWHERE!

Anyway, take one day at a time & if that's too hard...one hour at a time works too.
:-)

5:24 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Hey FS! Just dropping by to see what it be like... Have a great day!

11:01 AM  
Blogger N said...

first, i'm glad your back.

second, this poem is beautiful.

third, i'm crying.

much blog-love to you and your home.

5:46 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

How's it going??

9:25 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

'allo!!

9:16 PM  
Blogger Cheshire Cat said...

FairSCape, I'm sorry that you're having such a difficult time.

Sending you, hubby, sonnyboy and your other 2 boys lots of support, encouragement and hugs.

5:56 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Hello, FS, was just in the neighborhood and thought I would drop by!! Please take care!

11:00 PM  
Blogger jin said...

Just stopping by to say hi!
Didn't want you to think I've forgot about you!

I'm glad to see that phos is keeping tabs, he's such a Dad...isn't he?
:-D

11:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

((((fs))))

1:21 PM  
Blogger The Phosgene Kid said...

Still hanging in there?

7:10 PM  
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